YOUR VERY OWN SHADOWS ARE TRYING HARD TO BECOME LIGHT By Gillian MacBeth-
Louthan (8/12/07)

All that was once done has become undone.  All that was seen and was once taken for
granted has now become invisible to the senses.  All that is hidden beneath the surface
beneath the surface of the flesh, of the cells, of the memory, of the earth surfaces in
disguise as it make its ways down the pathways of your remembrance and earth.
 
Many energies come forth wearing guises of goodness. Many energies that are seen as
light are really holographic wolves in lambs clothing.  Each day you will be tempted within
many levels of your being to be angry, to be jealous, to be unhappy, or fearful. Each time
you energetically walk into an emotion that is lower of nature and not on a higher scale of
light, remember it is then that the darkness becomes your silent partner.

Being taught through negativity and darkness of self is the hardest lesson that you shall
encounter in earth school. It is easy for you to understand what is light and dark outside of
yourself, but when it comes to the inner terrain of your mind and heart, gray befalls ones
choices as One seed of negativity can ruin your day and the day of those around you.  One
negative thought about yourself can darken the rest of your afternoon an keep you from
fulfilling a light contract. 

Understand this child of light. When you are at an intersection of self with darken negative
thoughts; you are at the edge of the light one step away from falling into a very large
black hole. You either embrace the light or the dark of every thought. Every thought is
either a blessing or a curse. With each thought you either partner with the dark or the
light.  Stand in these energies of Light as you walk through the darkness in the corridors
of your own mind.  Every instruct, every failure, every guilt ridden thought comes and is
given to you in love to make you stronger, to work out the muscles of your soul and your
belief system.  Are you ready to carry the weight of this NEW LIGHT or can you be tricked
into giving up so easily when conflict befalls you? 

Inwardly, you are pure of heart.  Do not carry your guilt's from minute to minute, day to
day, lifetime to lifetime.  They burden you, and weigh you down.  They block you from
feeling, they keep you from loving, and they limit you from seeing the totality of the light
and beauty within you.
 
As you walk through your own thoughts that are shadowed in fear realize that your very
own shadows are trying hard to become light. LOVE IT ALL for that is the only way you can
move ahead. You are asked to stand in your POSITION OF LIGHT.  In this position of light
dear ones is a place that you cannot falter. When Light shines on life it creates shadow.
Sometimes shadow even appears larger than light. Without the light the shadow cannot
exist at all.

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August 2007 newsletter